Diana freed

Play time last night got postponed thanks to real life, so to speak. 😫 My brother and his girlfriend stopped by and while I do love them both, I wanted to maim and murder them last night. It felt like an eternity since I had felt Daddy’s scorching touch. I just went and looked at my posts and it’s been 4 days! 4 Days! I’ve tried to climax since then (per Daddy’s request) and I have physically, but without Daddy there is no satisfaction. I’m left hungrier than ever.

So the parents go out of town early this afternoon and I’m excited hoping I will finally feel Daddy’s fire burn me alive from the inside out. Daddy had other plans. My presents arrive tomorrow and Daddy wants me dripping and desperate so I’m to do without until He decides, which sounds like tomorrow. 😭 I’m going to go absolutely stark raving mad by then. On top of my ever present hunger, I’ve been making a BDSM/kink/toy wish list on Amazon all morning (again per Daddy’s request).

Of course Daddy won’t let me cool down and get through the day. He teases and torments me all day. I love it! He seems to especially enjoy it when I’m in public and have to work to mask my reaction to whatever deliciously wicked thing He’s doing to me. So do I for that matter. While out He instructed me to take a picture of my flower in my driver’s seat. I’ve never done anything so bold. I never even thought to deny Him. I found that trust in Him, fully healed and strong as ever, and knew that He wouldn’t seriously risk me. That Daddy is the only home I will ever need and He will always watch over and protect me.

So, shaking like a leaf and giggling like a mad woman, I shimmied my pants down and snapped 2 pictures for Sir. I have never been so nervous, scared, exhilarated, or turned on in my life. I’m also proud of myself. Trust does not come easily to me. I also revealed another piece of myself to Daddy. He helped me to see that being Daddy’s dirty, wanton lil cum slut is not the same as spreading my legs for anything with a dick. I was assured that was my future because I’m just like my mom (Btw this is my mom telling me this) and her sex drive is so high she can’t control it.

I’ve learned, now that I’m starting to allow myself to explore it and experience it, I am nearly insatiable and it doesn’t take much to make me a babbling mess of wet neediness. However, only one man can make me react this way, Daddy. I’m not a mindless slave to my libido nor am I a the town bicycle who is looking for an excuse. I am a woman who enjoys being Daddy’s dirty girl, Daddy’s lil slut, Daddy’s fuck toy, but mostly I enjoy being Daddy’s in whatever way He decides to use me.

I am more Diana today than ever before. Of my own accord I sent Daddy a naughty picture with a flirty, almost bratty comment. I dropped my pants in my front seat in Walmart’s parking lot. And as Daddy tempted and teased me tonight I embraced my desire for all that it was. When Daddy told me to show Him how badly I wanted Him I didn’t hesitate. I showed Him in the most basic, primal way possible exactly what I needed. Something about understanding that being Daddy’s slut isn’t the same as being the town bicycle had freed me to embrace and explore my sexuality and sensuality.

My self assurance in showing Daddy what I needed was rewarded. He gave me the mind blowing climax I so desperately needed. I’m secure in my place as Daddy’s number 1, Daddy’s good girl, Daddy’s slut, and Daddy’s princess (along with a bunch of others). I may not be able to hold onto this feeling indefinitely but if I can find it once I can find it again and I won’t stop reaching for this feeling until it is my normal state of being. So look out world because Diana is freed and not going back in her little box.

I don’t know if it was my parents being gone, Aj making it through the day even though he still hurt some, or the change in me but Aj and I were closer and happier tonight than we have been in ages. It’s comforting to know I haven’t lost him to the “I don’t want to be near you” stage just yet. I think this is going to be an amazing weekend. Speaking of, I want to look my best for Daddy in His present so I’m going to go shave and pamper and do all those girly things. I hope y’all have a wonderfully blessed day/night.